Day one

Well, this is the first day of my blog.... Still not sure why I am blogging but, I thought I would give it a try! The time now is 1:02 a.m. EST.... I am sitting in my bed watching Revolutionary Road... As I watch this movie, I can see myself in it sometimes.... the loneliness that they feel. Well, my husband just came in. That is a long story for another time. I am a wife, mother, daughter, sister and a volunteer. I live in a rural community. I don't think I belong in this small town but, I am in my late 30's and this is where I have lived my whole life. Do you ever feel like this is NOT what you are meant to be doing but, you just can't figure out what it is that you are suppose to be doing? Or, that you got so caught up in marriage and your kids that you are just lost..... That is how I am feeling right now at this point in my life. I know it will get better... I am just having the whow Me's right now!